Sorry if my post 1472 seemed a little harsh, although I have to say it was meant to be, and the intention was good. Any one who has been trading for a considerable period will have had the bad times, when you wonder if it is worth the candle.
A comprehensive analysis of your trading personality and style is often then required if one is to continue. Your extensive knowledge and experience will stand you in good stead, and is not to be discarded lightly.
' pars sanitatis velle sanari fruit ' ( The wish to be cured is itself a step towards health......Seneca.
Hope all is ok with you, and that you start the new year invigorated , refreshed, and up for it.