Gondola, Mickey is a man of integrity, I am quite confident he would not break a confidence entrusted to him any more than I would. It takes a special kind of low life to do that and if I were him I would be somewhat offended by your suggestion he would.
Maybe this lack of friends is the root of all your problems.
Look, I am not one to kick a man when he's down, take a look at these sites, I am sure someone would be kind enough to offer to be your friend.
www.makefriendsonline.com
www.funkyfriends.com
www.newfriends4u.com
I am not a psychologist, but did you have an invisible friend as a child?
Do you mind me asking, have you had closure on this?